talk about preparing lunch for me to eat in the bus

last saturday

we went to ah fen anuty’s house in fatimah

we talked about this also

xiao mei told aunty that her mommy was very wei da as she purposely woke up in the morning to cook egg for her as breakfast

my mommy

she never wake up in the morning to prepare breakfast for us before school

she never wake up earlier to wake us up

she never 

she said, we could not wake her up until we all done

she only wake up to send us to school

to others

why this mommy so cake de? so mm nim can qing

but for us

she is the best mommy in the world

because of this

we had to set alarm in the morning

we needed to prepare milo on our own

we were to wake the younger sister and brother up

we settled ourselves

and we became more independent than the others

love you mommy <3

i came back to singapore

cake

i only type tumblr in singapore

because i need to move out from hall 1

i took SE Super 1230pm

before that in shop

dai sou came over and she brought me two hotdog bun

as her son going back to singapore as well

she prepared lunch for him 

and sun bian

one for me

lol

in the bus

i ate it

hotdog

egg

margarine 

tomato chili sauce

nice

give her a *like*

yesterday

after photoshop workshop by edison

we

serene, edison, diego, xin er, yoon teng

went to china town

sort of like pre cny celebration

to have walk

to take breathe

i really did not expect there was so congested

so crowded

super super

very hard to walk

we walked

we squeezed

we tried snacks

we ate tang yuan

we took photos

we bought scarfs, …

actually we planned to go back earlier

like 10pm

who knows

10pm we were eating our dinner

11+ we left the place

at chinese garden mrt station？

there was an accident

an indian guy’s leg accidentally slid into the gap between the platform and the train

therefore the train stopped there for around 10 min?

we reached boon lay at around 12am

that really surprised me

i saw lynn

then

i saw her

who went to taiwan 5months ago

they were queuing for 199

we did not talk much as the bus came after a min.

after that serene and i queued for 179

we waited

we talked

then the guy behind us told us that

no more 179

oopssss

we were so late that no more 179

so

serene, the guy behind us, another guy who wearing msa t-shirt, and i

decided to take cab back

huh

one night

i enjoyed

i got surprised

i knew new friends (the guys who back with us) 

good night

today i got appointment with wild rocket restaurant

i went to interview

i know it’s somewhere near to dhoby ghaut

to be sure

i printed out the map

but too bad

i left it in the room

i only realized when i almost reached dhoby ghaut

but i did not feel worry as i know i can check the map at the mrt station

or i can ask around

but too bad

i could not see a map near mrt station

then i asked around

no one know where is this hangout hotel

i arrived at dhoby ghaut at 1pm

luckily i went there earlier

ended up finding it for 1hour

but thanks god

i got my way b4 2pm

on the way finding it

i kept asking people there

i met two good samaritan

they even used their iPhone to check for me

so thankful

but since the hotel is located at the very inner part

that why very hard to be found

anyway

good experience

wah

cass told me that 

in germany

everyone drinks alcohol

they will laugh at you if you do not drink

just now

alvin told me

they have this kind of brownie

you will get high after taking this

is like drug

he said he want to try

omg

so many things that I should not do

as I observe the 5 precepts

how to calm my mind and do not affected by others?

i really really agree that life is uncertainty

we cannot foresee what will happen in the next second

sometimes you want to talk to somebody but wait until next hour

you may not have this chance again

i encourage people

please do not procrastinate  

do whatever you want to do

say whatever you want to say

thank everyone you want to thank 

(of course, we do good deed, say good word, think good thought)

treasure everything you have

everyone with you

every second you have

live everyday as if it’s the last

last thursday, 15th dec

we, chai hung and i, took konsortium to taiping

on the bus, we confirmed with erin that we would arrive at around 4pm

however

on the way i received her msg

she said,

suddenly whole body ache, later her mommy will come fetch us at the bus station

ask us to sms her mommy when we see bukit gantang or sungai perak or kuala kangsar

her mommy short hair, no spec, red shirt, 3 quarter pants

lol

alright

along the way, we kept looking for these 3 places

but no, we did not see any of them

then suddenly, the bus stopped

we reached kamunting bus station already

what la

then i sms her mommy

we got off the bus

then we saw a lady wearing red shirt

chai hung said, ar, maybe she is erin’s mommy

but i said no la

because she tied her hair

wearing sunglasses

lol

actually correct la

she is erin’s mommy

she is very friendly

with erin’s daddy

we went to a hawker-centre-like-place

 after eating

we went back to her home

woke erin up

we then went to taiping lake garden

we walked around in the garden

and took pictures

there

we saw a stone-like thing, 1935 on it.

so chai hung and i went there and took picture with it

eee

after that we saw a another stone-like thing on the left, 1910 on it

ar

that 1935 is the new one.

so we took near the 1910 one

there was an uncle sitting there.

but he was so xing muk

he knew we wanted to take picture so he moved away

after taking picture, the uncle came back and sat there again

who knows the first picture not nice

had to take again

lol

aunty then asked the uncle to move again

uncle cham la

after the walk in the garden

we went back, bathed then dinner

night

chai hung and i slept in erin’s room

she slept in her parents’ room

i kept asking her to sleep with us

but she did not want

said the room is small

and she not feeling well, do not want to spread the virus

okay lo

then we slept in different room

the next morning we woke up at 745am

because our bus to butterworth was 9am

after having breakfast, we headed to kamunting bus station 

4th dec

i back to NTU

4pm i went out

ajahn brahm’s talk at china town

on the wat back to NTU

we went to have McD

5th dec

our 3rd meeting

from 2pm until 5pm

after meeting felecia and i went out

to lakeside

to meet ms peggy ng

then 10pm online meeting with qi yu

6th dec

morning we had LBO briefing

afternoon i met ah max

evening we had SPMS steamboat ( farewell for hong guan )

930pm meeting programmers

7th dec

LBO during daytime

night i had video shooting

8th dec

morning i went out for tuition

then we went to cheng beng 

recce

after dinner only back to NTU

9th dec

today

the most free day

only morning tuition

however

still a lot things to do

prepare for tomorrow meeting 

….

poeple rather choose event 

instead of exam

however

i scare event

i like exam

yo exam only ma

study study

then go in and kill everyone 

then come out

that’s all

event is different

my event

dhamma camp 2012 is killing me

anyway

YO

DHAMMA CAMP ONLY MA

JUST PLAN PLAN PLAN

THEN EXPLAIN EXPLAIN 

AND CARRY OUT LA

THAT’S ALL

1st of dec

my last paper

the start of the preparation of the dhamma camp

mommy and winnie came to signapore

thursday night i went out with mah, kean loong and chew

watched you’re an apple of my eye

in chinese, we call this

na xie nian, wo men yi qi zhui de nv hai

after that she stayed in my room

the very early next morning, we woke up since she had to go for a class

and i went to admiralty

i stayed overnight at ah yi’s home 

then saturday morning i left, i had an outing, OM QUEST

very hot in the morning and heavy rain in late afternoon

amazing

from aljuneid to pasir ris

then go simei

eunos

go around eastern end of SG

but we only able to complete two stations

after that i did not back to buddhist library

instead, i went back to admiralty

we had dinner together outside

san yi, her children, jiu jiu jiu mu, …

only hui shi and wendy could not join us as they had to go for class :(

maybe because of “xin ye”

i decided to stay one more night and skipped dana lunch on sunday

they went back on sunday

took 3pm bus from larkin

around 130pm

jiu jiu sent them to larkin

ah yi and ah mei followed

then i went back to this big and quiet “house” ( from tze hui and serene)

i had been leaving so few days

it’s time to come back here and settle everything

4pm i went out with serene

we went to china town

meet others

attended dhamma talk by ajahn brahm

i remmeber he said, “when you have nothing to do, then do nothing.”

he talked about stillness

no need to panic

just need to wait

there must be a gap where you can escape

while waiting

have a cup of tea

yea

finally 5th

later we gonna have our 3rd meeting

hopefully everything go well